Believing What You Cannot See
So, money is very tight right now. And, I’ve chosen to follow a path of believing I can create what I want, even when things aren’t looking good; like now. Our debt is out the whazoo, we might even loose our home.
I’ve applied for lots of jobs that would allow me to work from the road as I travel (I’m a computer programmer), but, where in the past I had more work than I knew what to do with, it’s just dried up.
2 weeks ago I got the highest single payday I’ve ever had for playing music; almost $1,000. Last week wasn’t bad. I keep holding a vision of coming out of this on top, keeping the house, playing bigger and bigger gigs, selling lots of CD’s, doing computer work on the side to keep things going.
I believe, baby. It’s not easy, but folks say follow your bliss and the universe supports you. I got to believe that’s true. You folks pray for me out there.